Stressful Sungit Situations (SSS)

I've been under a lot of stress lately.

My computer has mood swings.

Sometimes it switches on ... other times it doesn't.

I have no idea what is wrong with it.

Money is a bit tight that I cannot afford to get it fixed.

I'm grateful that D lets me use his PC kasi he's at work naman.

But his PC has very basic programs and I miss using mine.

Speaking of repair, another major source of stress is my effort in ttc (trying to conceive).

A recent check up reveals I need (to put it bluntly) to get myself fixed, as well!

But I still need to wait till the next cycle for more conclusive tests.

My doctor seems upbeat so I guess that is a good sign.

But I can't help myself from worrying!

She also told me to lose some weight and exercise more!

Although I like to emphasize that weight gain isn't the major reason for my
infertility, so there!

So I'm hungry most of the time and super sungit in the process, ha!

As I type this post, I can hear my stomach grumble.

My next check-up is scheduled a few days before we travel.

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All of us are going to Singapore to visit my sister for the holidays.

D & I will be gone for 2 weeks.

I really wanted to stay longer!

Because I really miss having my sister around.

But D's break begins December 19 and classes start Jan. 4, 2010.

I know, I can always extend my stay but I'm married now.

And married women don't leave their husbands to cope on their own.

Even if I know for sure that D can survive by his lonesome self.

So yes I will return to noisy neighbors, leaking sinks and stress myself all over again.

In the meantime I am not yet in the mood to pack.

Nor in the mood to get it on kasi who knows we might get lucky? (daw!)

I'm simply tired, hungry and masungit.

I thought that bringing out the Christmas decor would lift my spirits.

But it doesn't help at all.

Blah!