Thank you for the music
I once read a blog wherein the blogger entitled each post with a song
which best described her mood at that specific time.
Another one used movie titles and blurbs. A very good idea, indeed.
Sometimes it seems a certain song fits my mood perfectly.
Yes, I'm moody ... As if you didn't know that by now.
Right now I'm listening to:

Billy Joel - Just the way you are
Don't go changing, to try and please me,
You never let me down before,
Don't imagine, you're too familiar,
And I don't see you anymore.

I would not leave you, in times of trouble,
We never could have come this far,
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times,
I'll take you just the way you are.

Don't go trying, some new fashion,
Don't change the color of your hair,
You always have my, unspoken passion,
Although I might not seem to care.

I don't want clever, conversation,
I never want to work that hard,
I just want someone, that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew,
What will it take till you believe in me,
The way that I believe in you?

I said I love you, and that's forever,
And this I promise from the heart,
I couldn't love you, any better,
I love you just the way you are.

I don't want clever, conversation,
I never want to work that hard,
I just want someone, that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

It's up to you to guess who I'm implying to in this song.
Even though, this month is the 7th month of our 'relationship'.
Things are still like stuck in the middle. Not exactly going anywhere.
But at the same time not letting down either.
It's complicated. But my question is ... Can I afford to make it easier?
I don't think I'm ready and neither is he.
Maybe that's what makes it work in the first place.
Oh well I guess I shouldn't complain then, should I?