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 April 26 - May 4, 2025 I was in Bangkok for holiday with sister dearest.

Much welcome break from the enduring setback these past months.

Wat Triamit - Temple of the Golden Buddha

So far, the year 2025 has been quite a struggle. 

Constant crying, so much pain and grief from the betrayal.

A very painful and highly emotional process to deal with, to digest and experience.

A really different kind of intense, deep, raw pain that I cannot fully describe nor comprehend but it exists.

But very slowly I'm on my way to healing and mending my heart.

We are currently self analysing and trying our best to repair and fix the inflicted damage.

It will be a long and arduous journey yet somehow I need to trust God that He won't abandon me and trust Him to guide me in the right path.

I'm also grateful for the strong support system from sister dearest and some very close friends.

Each day is a new dawn to look forward to.

Thankful that God made me strong enough so I don't totally fall apart.

There are days I think it would be best to just pack my bags and leave.

Then the next day, I change my mind yet again.

There is a huge backlog of posts from my trips to HK, Taipei, Macau and now Bangkok.

I will blog about them soon as I'm still taking it easy as my big toe is still healing.

Not to mention, the 9 grueling days of walking all over Bangkok in extremely hot weather.

It can take quite a toll on a 56 year old menopausal heart broken person.