Friday, March 05, 2004

A case of deja vu
In the midst of replying to Donna's email, I realized something.
Most of my relationships ended in the month of February.
Last year right after Valentine's Day, my ex bf vanished from my life.
No goodbyes, no closures ... Wajdi just faded away.
This year I am sensing a repeat of this scenario with Iyad.
Somehow deep in my soul, I knew it was bound to happen sooner than later.
And since February just ended, I might as well stick to the trend.
The strange thing about this is that I'm not distraught, I feel just fine.
I don't have the energy nor the stamina to fight for it.
I guess numb would be the appropriate word.
I just wish for ONCE ... Someone would fight for me.
God knows, by now, I'm already so tired of getting my heart broken.

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