Wednesday, March 17, 2004

A Letter
Dear God,
Someone told me trials will make me stronger.
That YOU won't send them my way,
unless YOU knew I could handle them.
But if they are supposed to give me strength.
How come I don't feel so powerful?
That it only makes me.
More angry.
More sarcastic.
More cynical.
And my favorite emotion: more NUMB.
That I get immune from insults, rejections & pain.
Can't YOU see this is just a facade?
Don't YOU know that deep inside me.
Lies a deeply scarred heart?
That is now torn to bits and pieces?
Can YOU please have mercy on my bruised soul?
I don't like feeling this way.
I'm only human after all.

Pathetically yours,
aka Daphne

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